I love how you rear your ugly head,
How you appear from the shadows despite the sun,
How you take me down to the abyss of despair,
How you take what I have and throw it out the window.
I love how you come like a thief in the middle of the night,
How you abuse me like a medieval puppet,
How you distort my vision through my already clouded eyes,
How you drive a stake through my heart.
I love how you make me cry tears of blood,
How cyclic you are whenever you come around,
How you challenge my perceptions of what is real,
How you leave me for dregs after you’re done with me.
Please come again and have your way with me.
I cannot seem to live with any sense of normalcy without you.